My mind is so tired of dating the wrong men. I keep going backwards, and don’t know how to be alone and happy. I have a horrible tendency of not allowing myself to be happy with who I am. I keep looking for outer acceptance. I know I need to appreciate myself more, but I don’t know how because I’ve allowed negative feedback to stick with me. That has to change and I need to change. I’m almost 30 and I can’t be feeling like this.